March 6th, 2010

I’m sorry if the little that I have been writing has seemed like doom and gloom, but I can assure you that it isn’t. The truth of the matter is, I’m grieving the loss of someone who was very dear to me, and in some ways I’m still trying to wrap my brain around the fact that she’s gone. It hurts, and it’s almost unbelieveable to think that when I go home the next time and when the holidays roll around that she won’t be there with us.

I’m trying to give this all a place, but it’s going to take time. I’ve been blessed by the outpouring of love and support from family and friends, and that makes it easier to bare that she’s no longer with us, and that I am not there. Yesterday was the wake (visitation) and I couldn’t sleep thinking about it. This morning is the funeral, and I wish I were there. I’ve done everything I can from here, and now I just need to give myself some time. We all need a little time. I just wish it didn’t feel as though someone had ripped a hole in my heart.

One Response to “Thoughts”

  1. Elisa says:

    Hi Lori, I am sorry to hear the news. It is hard to adjust to this kind of loss. My thoughts are with you.

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